Rather than just put up a notice that I didn’t know what to blog so there’s no blog for this week, I decided to post a little personal blurb about how I’m doing nowadays.
My first week or two of my internship this summer started off with full energy and excitement. As I settled down during the third or fourth week, this energy was hard to maintain and I started needing to take coffee to be fully alert in the morning. Having a long bucket list of what to do over summer in addition to wanting to relax after a long hard day of work really skews the sleeping hours. Writing this blog so late at night, for example, after watching a movie with my roommate and watching Face Off before that and going to the gym even before that- really cuts into my sleeping hours. As the days go by, when I once arrived at work 7:30am each morning, I end up arriving at 8am instead.
That being said, I have found out how an alert mind can change my day completely. Days when I’m fully rested end up being far more productive than days when I cut off a few hours of sleep to enjoy reading a manga or browse the web. Additionally, I find my mood towards things completely change- on the days I’m rested, I find finding bugs in developer’s code to be something new and mind-stimulating- on the days where I’m lacking sleep, I find new bugs bothersome and end up getting annoyed with the developers who were in charge of writing the buggy code.
How do I combat the built-up negative emotions accumulated? Exercise seems to be the key. I started exercising to be healthy about two years ago- however, what made me exercise as a daily routine was my desire to cosplay a character who wore a tight outfit. Now, I continue it because I like how my body and mind feels during and after a workout. Today, especially, exercise was important for combatting stress and pressure from work due to an addition of new responsibilities.
Speaking of new responsibilities, my school starts on the 26th. I look forward to what I will learn from school, but at the same time, I am not looking forward to being saddled with further responsibilities and being stripped of the ability to just relax after work. Instead, I would have to get accustomed to working on studies and assignments after work.
Despite all that may seem gloomy from my discussion, I am loving life and finding enjoyment amongst the stress at work. Hopefully, I will be able to come up with a new and interesting blog post about some topic I find intriguing soon.